She smiles sweetly
to hide her fear
to hide the pain
that is always near

Her stomach aches
from being sad
She wants to stop
feeling so bad

She wishes the world
were a happier place
that way she could put
a smile on her face

Will no one notice
the pain that’s inside
Can no one see
how much she’s cried

wanting to feel free
wanting to be happy
tired of pretending
there is no misery

What will it take
for people to know
that the smile she shows
is actually fake?

Yeah…I need some prayer. I have had this strange depression that I do not know the cause of…I really want it to go away….

- Chizzy

I am a sickly one…but it seems to me that no one but 2 people care? Am I worng about this? Please tell me…

I found this

FILL THIS OUT FOR ME

What would you do if…

* i hugged you:

*i wanted to go out with you:

*i kissed you:

*i committed suicide:

*i lied to you:

*i bought you presents even if it wasnt your birthday:

*i baked you a cake:

*i talked to you on the phone for hours:

*i died from natural causes:

*i blew off my friends to be with you:

*i treated you like royalty:

*i told you that you were more than just a friend:

*i wanted to spend every waking moment with you:

*i sang you your favorite song:

*i cried when you werent with me:
 

About Me

Fill This out For Me

do you think i’m…

*smart:

*funny:

*crazy:

*eccentric:

*fun-loving:

*dull:

*hot:

*teacher’s pet:

*weird:

*troublemaker:

*pain in the butt:

*teasing:

*popular:

*caring:

*psycho:

*rich:

*materialistic:

*spoiled:

*self-conscious:

*preppy:

*emo:

*punk:

*shy:

*careless:

*messy:

ABOUT ME

*Date of Birth:

*Middle Name:

*Height:

*Weight:

*Siblings:

*Pets:

*Hair Color:

*Natural Hair Color:

*Eye Color:

*Favorite Item of Clothing:

*Favorite Day of the Week:

*Happiest Time of Day:

*Favorite Food:

*Favorite Band:

*Favorite Celebrity:

*Favorite Flavor of Ice Cream:

Ok watch this…My uncle is in this movie. He is the guy in Jeans and a blue vest that is dancing on the table…He was soooo thin back then. He also used to work at that bar!!! w00t!

Ask me about the movie

This is what happens when Jim comes with us….

Wow…can you say….”FOREVER”?!?!

I have hd a pretty eventful life…school is not being nice to me…

I have more to add, so I will edit this laterz….

~Beth~

Had another AmAzInG night!!!

Here is a video that I made…about…me!!!

I am going to make a Friends one, a Family one, and a school one…

Best night of my life…

Need I say more???

~Beth~

You can answer this for me….LOL

1.My Full Name:

2. Age:

3. Single or Taken:

4. Favorite Movie:

5. Favorite Song:

6. Favorite Band/Artist:

7. Dirty or Clean:

8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN … … …

1. Do we know each other outside of xanga?

2. Whats my philosophy on life?

3. Would you have my back in a fight?

4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?

5. What is your favorite memory of us?

6. Would you give me a kidney?

7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:

8. Would you take care of me when I’m sick?

9. Can we get together and make a cake?

10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?

11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?

12. Do you think I’m a good person?

13. Would you drive across country with me?

14. Do you think I’m attractive?

15. If you could change anything about me, would you?

16. What do you wear to sleep?

17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?

19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?

20. Can you see us being together when were older or rite now ?

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Hey all!

I am in Indiana right now! It is actually very fun…

I am going to post some pictures from the picnic last Sunday, and the Cougars game …YAY!!!

Yay Abi! She looks like her body is put together wrong…..LOL!

You need to smile a little more, Jim…

That’s my WHOLE family….WOW…..lol

Just wondering what she is looking at…lol

More later!!! We hope to sleep in a hotel tommorow night, so I can have internet…AGAIN!

Love you all!!!!

~Betherz~