Reality:
I lost something.
A very important part of me.
The worst part is that I probably never had it.
He came into my life a cool breeze.
Everyone knows that you can’t catch air.
But I’m a fool and yes I tried.
And just when I thought I had him,
he slipped right through my fingers.
Like Air.
If I close my eyes, I can still feel his arms around me.
Grabbing his hand and pointing at Orion.
Feel his breath on my neck, his body calming my cold shivers.
I replay that moment every time I blink.
I heard him tell me to open my heart.
I felt him open his.
And for the first time in a long time, I felt safe.
Every fear that I had .
Every insecurity vanished when he told me that he loved me.
So soft. So low. So gentle. So real.
The moment magnified, I could hear the fish swim in the river below.
I could see the fragment of glass on the moon and everything went silent.
So quiet that you could hear my breathless response.
I wanted to cry. I wanted to reach up and slap God high five.
But then like air- it disappeared.
His breathing got heavy.
I saw flickers in his eyes and within a couple of seconds my world came crashing down. His confessions cut me like shrapnel.
And even though his thoughts hadn’t become actions,
I couldn’t help but feel like I had lost him.
It hurt so bad. So bad. He turned the tables on me with his sexy swiftness.
Made me feel as though I had committed the ultimate crime.
And what did I do? I let him. He made my eyes melt. Made my ears bleed.
Made my heart ache. And just like a cool sudden breeze- he was gone.
He
removed a pebble from my foundation and collapsed the greatest pyramid
in Egypt. And after the dust cleared, and the air had returned to it’s
resting stage.
I was left in ruins. Like air- I was gone.
Wish:
“Hold me close and don’t let go;
I’m so scared to be alone.
I’ve been by myself for too long,
And always had to be strong.
Now I only want to rest;
And lay my head on your chest.
Hold me close and don’t let go;
These wars I fight no one knows.
Now whisper how you love me,
Say it tender and softly.
I am weary and soon will sleep,
But with you no longer will I weep.
So hold me close and don’t let go,
For I never want to be alone.”
That will never come true…
- Beth
Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
Im just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because Im easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesnt really matter to me,
To me
Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now hes dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now Ive gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didnt mean to make you cry-
If Im not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-
Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Bodys aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-Ive got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I dont want to die,
I sometimes wish Id never been born at all-
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But Im just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
Hes just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-cant do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-
Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,
Any way the wind blows…
This is what happens when you talk to Sammy when he is at a friend’s house…
, talk to ya soon! hugs
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don’t disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it “In.”
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
6. In the memo field of all your checks, write “For Smuggling Diamonds”.
7. Finish all your sentences with “In Accordance With The Prophecy.”
8. Don’t use any punctuation
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face.
11. Specify that your drive-through order is “To Go.”
12. Sing along at the opera.
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don’t rhyme.
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical sounds all day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can’t attend their party because you’re not in the mood.
16. Have your co-workers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Bottom.
17. When the money comes out of the ATM, scream “I Won!, I Won!”
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling “Run for your lives, they’re loose!!”
19. Tell your children over dinner: “Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go.”
20. And the final way to keep a healthy level of insanity…….Send this e-mail to someone to make them smile.
- If I died tomorrow, you would never ever get a chance to see
me ever again. [be honest]
01. What are 5 things you would want me to know before I died?
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2]
3]
4]
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02. What would 5 questions be that you have been wanting to ask me?
1]
2]
3]
4]
5]
03. If I died, would you come to my funeral?
04. If I died, would you cry?
05. If I died, would you forget me eventually?
06. If I died, what would be going through your head?
07. If I died, would you tell me you loved me before I died?
08. Would you mean it?
09. If I died, would you regret anything you said to me?
10. If I died, would you regret anything you said about me?
11. If I died, would you be wishing you told me something that you haven’t already told me?
12. If I died, what would be your last memory of me?
13. If I died, what would you remember me by?
14. If I died tomorrow, I would want to know your true feelings about
me. What are your complete feelings about me, up to this day?
| You Are 48% Obsessive |
 As long as your quirks aren’t interrupting your life, it’s all good. |
| Your Ideal Pet is a Big Dog |
 And neither of you seem to mind very slobbery kisses! |
| You are Ocean Blue |
 You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat. |
| Your Observation Skills Get A B |
 And it takes something big to distract you! |
| You Are Superman |
 And pretty cute too. No wonder you’re the most popular superhero ever! |
| You Are 70% Extrovert, 30% Introvert |
 You are a social connector – you know a ton of people While you aren’t a wild extrovert, you are a great talker A fantastic storyteller, you keep everyone laughing |
| You Are 22 Years Old |
 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what’s to come… love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You’ve had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You’ve been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
| Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% Male |
 Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes… You never like to get feelings too involved |
| You Are Rouge Red |
 You never need to recharge, and in fact, you often recharge others. Gutsy and brave, you’ve never let your fears stop you from doing anything. You figure that life is all about experiences, and you’ll always take that leap of faith. |
| You Are Midnight |
 Whether you’re a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence – you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn’t mean you’re a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. |
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: How about a completely random saying, compliments of me?
Chizzy: ok…o_0
Chizzy: lol
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: Purple pruning teddy bears that waltz amid MSN screennames while kissing black sheep!
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: Yep.
Chizzy: o_0
Chizzy: LOL
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: I’m hilarious.
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: No I’m not!
Chizzy: it was quite funny…LOL
Chizzy: LOL
Chizzy: lol
Chizzy: LoL
Chizzy: lOl
Chizzy: LOLOLOLOL
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: Seriously?
Chizzy: yesh
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: cool!
Chizzy: lol
Chizzy: I need to like…idk…
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: um.,..
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: Draw line-art with a toothpick?
Erik…Pessissimist, artist, anti-HSMist, etc.ist…: Sorry…random moment again.
Chizzy: LOL
Yesh…Erik and I rock!!!
~Beth~
The Cast of
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Aladdin: Pete Almeida Genie: Matt Silar Jasmine: Shelby Hirschberg Scheherazade: Rachael Caise Jafar: DJ Ulbert Bahli: Gabriel Harder Sultan: Andrew Coopman Sultan’s Wife: Lauren Hallberg Sheba: Melissa Scheele Dakar: Katelynn Almeida Shamar: Brittany Eder Jasmine’s Friend: Cami Benda Jasmine’s Friend: Chessie Santora Jasmine’s Friend: Grace Scheele |
Babkak: Pat Linder Omar: Erin Ulbert Kasim: Jonathon Stombres Aladdin’s Mother: Alissa Pienkowski Prince Zorak: Christian Stilwell Magic Carpet: Alyssa Gorman Usane: Erik Scheele Royal Announcer: Wes Woodhouse Mother: Alise Blunk |
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Little Genies: Lindsey Benda Summer Bennett Katherine Chapman Nathan Dille Alyssa Eder Ashley Egler Lyndsey Hirschberg Lauren Hoffman Lisa Holmberg Katelyn Jassoy Allison Nason Mark Penas Maria Penas Christine Puleo Dulcy Walbridge Whitney Woodhouse Wynndelle Woodhouse |
Palace Guards: Tyler Bennett Alex Hallberg Zachary Holmer* Cameron McClure Michael Nicosia Erik Scheele Christian Stilwell Wade Woodhouse Wes Woodhouse (Head) *Soloist |
Arabian Dancers: Ali Baumann Jennifer Bennett Joann Brennan Jessica Boutin Cassie Cina* Joanna Flescher Courtney Hirschberg Molly Kight Cassie King Natalie Lubbers Lauren Menzer Jessica Nicosia Mary Taylor Emma Ulbert |
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Townspeople: |
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Alise Blunk Kelly Brennan Alexandra Didomenico Joshua Dille Lexi Fitzgerald Elizabeth Gow Blake Griffin Gabriella Jacobson Jonathan Janik Karisa Janik |
Kellian Janik Rachel Jurina Kaitlyn Kincaid Madeline King Kelli Krueger Annie Linder Audrey Martin Caleb McCoy Chelsea McCoy Nicholas Mills Kayla Nicosia |
Josh Penas Kimber Pritts* Taylor Shepard Luke Stilwell Abigail Stombres* Taylor Streelman James Thompson* Jeslaine Thompson Allison Wellnitz Kory Williams |
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CONGRATS YOU GUYS!!!! I love you all and miss you!!!
- Beth
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