March 4, 2007
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WHY does everything have to go wrong at once?!?! I just had to screw up again, and it ruins everyones life. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN!?!
I did not ask for life to be so complicated. I am sick, alone, sleepless, and just wish that I could be spoken too and not anger anyone…
God has helped me today, but just now, I am back to having my anger
back, and I hate it. All I tell myself is that God is helping me with
this, and I should be okay, but I have screwed up too badly I think…
I may never be spoken to again by the person I love so dearly, and I am so terribly sorry…
- The unloved*
*If I am loved by him, then not loved by myself…
